Don't Do It (Trust Me)

I wish i was a mind reader for the silent

because your making this quite difficult,

but i probably wont like the outcome anyway

so maybe i should keep my mouth shut.

I'll go, ill sit and talk for a few minutes

every week just to feel that much more involved

but i know aswell as you do that it isnt really like that,

all i know is that your very nice and i might tell you subconsiously but reality check that isnt right.

im terrified of things not going the way they do in my head,

i stumble and achieve a stammer,

then torture myself afterwards

im trying so hard not to annoy, that all i end up

doing is ignoring,

you might be able to tell im no good at this

but if you havnt realised yet we can do i re-run.

if i was charming enough then i wouldnt worry,

but since im not i guess im stuck at the toll

 adoring traits is all very well and good

but im an impatient personality,

and as the stage becons

i know i wont say the right thing,

you'll go on about your night,

then ill just do like i do.

im drowning in curiosity 

and living in human air.